5.15.2007

The End

There is a moment directly before a song ends where my finger flits up to press the repeat button. I have found that right now i have done enough repeating in my life, and now it is time for a new venture. I have decided that this will be my last post on A New Normal. This blog has offered me an incredible insight into a way that my mind can work, and how I am able to process things. This blog came about as a direct response to three very significant losses in my life. While writing on here for a little more than a year, I have been in relationships that have indeed ended as well. A lot of my writing on here was a way for me to sort through my feelings without getting too a head of myself. I am grateful for the opportunity that I was able to take away from having a blog. I think it is the best work someone can do. It is amazing to learn what things, as a writer, you filter out. I have put some awfully personal things up here, and yet left out some of my most common experiences. I have a sense of the kind of writer that I am, and what I am also capable of becoming. I feel that while I continue to write in this environment I will continue to hold myself in a place that it is obviously time for me to move on from. I will never stop writing, and now I will be able to focus much more energy on the writing that I feel can take me places.

For the few who have stumbled upon here that I do not know, I thank you for reading. And for those of you I know that read this, what an incredible thing to be carried by those closest to me. All of you are deeply cherished. Thank you!!

Cheers,
Amanda